Sunday, January 15, 2006
10:16 PM
i hate making decisions..
i am lousy at making decisions..
i just cant make decision for myself, even if the matter only affects me and no one else and yet i just dont know what i really want for myself..
i always end up with a headache because i kept thinking about the issues and choices over and over again and yet couldnt come up with a firm decision..
from solely personal issues such as planning which slot for my timetable to small matter such as buying what brand of contact lens from which shop, i had to consult him.. if he's not around to make decision for me, i would drag the matter till i had a chance to talk to him..
what a failure i am loh... why couldnt i make a choice for myself..
why i always had to depend on ppl around mi.. if its not him, it would be my parents or my friends..
how come i always do not know wat i want..
hai..and yet sometimes when he make the decision for mi le, i opted for the other choice instead... this must be exasperating for him...
but i just couldnt help it!
i am always in a dilemma!
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